"Long blank stares, awkward smile"
That's the first time I saw you, but I felt nothing, didn't even imagine that you might be the one nor even had the slightest hint that it could possibly be you and the back of my head, it keeps on saying "weirdo"
no slow background music and my heart didn't beat the way how Shakespeare described it in his novels.
was it supposed to feel like there are butterflies in my stomach, then I must knew that you're really not the one.
But as you silently sleep, watching you wander on your dreams, seeing you laugh and take everything easy yet at the same time shows how the world and everything in between should be, how I wished hard that you, seeing me being the one could be as easy as playing slow background musics I could and would have done it , always and every spaces in between seconds, I will.
Didn't felt my heart beat a million times, didn't felt butterflies on my stomach everytime, never heard of a choir singing at the back whenever I see you, nor even had my eyes starely focused at you and never had the chance of me having to breathe deeply whenever you're around but when you smile, I smile. When you're happy, I am happy for a certain and with just the scent of you, and with every long hugs, it feels like I'm home, safe and sound, always.
