Start of Spring

The Spring starts on March but this time, I'm not pertaining to either meteorological or astronomical type of Spring. I'm talking about the spring pertaining to a blossoming feelings that I am starting to have with you.

It was three in the afternoon, and I'm waiting for you. I am waiting for you not because I knew from the start that I have to. I am waiting because I knew for a fact that we are going to be together for a matter of eight hours shift.  Who would have thought that we are going to easily understand each other. Who would have thought that we could talk about anything and everything under the sun and never get bored.  Who would have thought that there would be no blank spaces and we could easily fill the gaps in between. It was in that moment, that I felt like I was talking to a guy version of me.

It was the start of spring for me then. Constantly talking to someone with depth.  I was always excited, that it feels like I was always looking forward for tomorrow, stargazing at you. You were someone who believed that I deserved more, more than what I am expecting.

Knowing you was like knowing someone who would listen late in the evening and early in the morning or even mid in the afternoon, anytime of the day. Meeting you seems like having faith in His timing. You have always been a constant approval in every doubtful decisions and with that, you have been my comfort zone.

I couldn't even remember how it exactly feels whenever your around. When you enter a crowded room, it's always you that serves as my eyes' focal point. Heart beats fast, yet at the same time everything turns into a slow pace. During those times that our gaze mostly meet, we could easily think of questions to ask. It could've been an instant connection and just wanted it to last that way.

In was the start of spring for me, that I also wanted to believe that you were really sent for me, that you were the missing jigsaw piece that will perfectly fit my life's challenging puzzle. I wanted to hope that we met for a reason, that you are a blessing in disguise who have been filling the gaps ever since. That you are someone that I'll be needing for the next decades to come.

I may not be the person who blossoms in your eyes or someone who have started the spring in you but I somehow hope that even for a single moment, I became your comfort zone.