Being left behind has always been the most shattering part of being attached, may it be to someone, to something or to a particular place but has anyone wondered how shattering the feeling would be for someone who leaves. Being left was hurtful and depressing but how about the other side of the cliffhanger?
The one who got away was always connoted to be the one who inflicts pain, the one who harms your feelings and shatters your soul and leaves you behind with nothing left to offer, but it isn't always the scheme of the story which we usually see in movies and novels. This is where reality over ideas come into essence.
Leaving someone, something or a particular place whom/which is very attached to you and your being is not as easy as 1-2-3 or A-B-C, it is not a night party that you can just leave behind if you want to and you can just lay down and sleep soundly when you got home.
When someone leaves, it won't always be because they just wanted to leave and no longer wants to stay or they don't want to be part of your life anymore. Personally, I have met a lot of people, went a few places, treated everybody as a family but as reality speaks for itself, at some point I must move into another phase where I unintentionally leave a lot of important part of my life but it is not mainly because I wanted to get rid of it but I wanted to make it a point that no matter where I go, everyone who becomes a big part of my everyday living has a space in my jigsaw puzzle called life and will always remain to be important and special in my heart as I move forward.
Have you ever wondered the feeling of leaving, it's indeed as painful and as hard as being left. The heavy feeling, the feeling of clashing walls, the beating of a heart that is about to be broken, the feeling of having a million reasons pulling you back and drag you closer, it was as depressing as it can be but you just got to grow and meet new people, learn lot of lessons, visit new places and experience a lot of life experiences.
At some point in time, you just got to move forward, move closer to where you are headed and keep this people, place or something close to your heart as you go along with your journey.
Learn not to forget and make them feel that you did not really went away but you're just far in terms of distance but never at heart.
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